RACHAAAEEELLLL :D

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I CANT BELIEVE IT. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
I DID MY HOMEWORK! :D
i am so so guai please.

DARLING YOUUUUUUU, YOU THRILL ME! :D
-the way joakim says it is SO SO CUTE.

9:57 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HELLO!
today was so fun.
i had to stay back after school for maths and chingchong made me do hw5 all over again. MEAN RIGHT!
okay anywayyyyy.
ama and nadia and jloong and cherylle waited for me. SO NICE RIGHT! then we went to the library. camwhored and they did maths and i slacked and blah.
then and nadia had to leave! her mom said there was a fire near her house. AHHA. some restaurant.
hahahahah. then me and jloong messed up our hair and became PAUL TWOHILL!
hurhurhur.
i tell you we are the hottest paul twohill imitators EVERRRR.
WHOO :D
then we borrowed some books and went to macs to meet lizzi who had AEP. then jloong left before lizzi came cause she had to go home.
and i saw jazreel and jenn jenn the MONKEYMAN at the interchange the queue thing.
then i went back to macs.
so the four of us ate dinner there.
THEN IT WAS 7 O'CLOCK!
so we had to leave.
then i took mrt with lizzi and mommy didnt wanna pick me up so i walked back and here i ammmmm.

8:19 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again.
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love
How deep is your love, how deep is your love?
I really need to learn
Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they all should let us be
We belong to you and me.
I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul.
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

9:12 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i tell you my brother's friends are so rude.
its my brother's party now la. and i wanted to go out so i didnt have to tolerate them but NOOOO. nobody wanted to go with me ):
so yeah. im stuck in this house where theyre all shouting and screaming and i cant do anything about it. GAH.
they didnt even bother saying HELLO to me.
AND THEYRE P3!
I AM OLDER THAN THEM OKAY!
damn toots.
EURGH. SAVE ME!

2:29 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HOT I TELL YOU. HOT!

1:57 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

THANK YOU LIZZI FOR MAKING ME SUCHA PRETTAYE SKIN
i love you! :D

11:35 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

BOO!
I AM SO SO HAPPY!
i went for the national day preview. actually didnt wanna go la.
then we waited for so long in the hot sun
BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT?
THE NINE IDOL FINALISTS SAT TWO ROWS IN FRONT OF ME! INCLUDING PAUL AND JOAKIM AND RAHIMAH AND PAUL! AND I GOT THEIR AUTOGRAPHS ON MY SINGAPORE CAP! -with blinking lights.
SO COOL RIGHT!
i know i know :D
paul looks even hotter in person.
and joakim? OHMYGOD MAN.
i was practically melting. and the sun was gone!
THANKYOU DADDY FOR HELPING ME GET THE AUTOGRAPHS CAUSE I WAS TOO PAISEH TO SHOUT AT THEM TO TURN ARND AND CATCH MY CAP TO SIGN.
I AM SO HAPPY! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYYYY! :D

i will upload the pictures i took of them another time (:

10:32 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
uh huh
that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh
that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no, no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep you memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew
Who knew?

10:56 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HELLO HELLO!
today was okay lah.
history sucked. mrs krishna was pms-ing cause this teacher was sitting in on our class.
damn sickening luh she.
then was art. I HATE ART.
oh man im so gonna mess the whole jewellry thing up luh.
THEN was maths. chingchong chongching.
THEN SCHOOL WAS OVER!
and i ate lunch in school with lizzi and nadia TO SAVE MONEY then we went to orchard to shop.
so when we were on the mrt. we almost missed orchard cause we were busy talking. thank goodness nadia reminded us!HAHAAHHA
so we went to far east then heeren then home.
HAHA. so fun :D
took mrt back with lizzi. nadia took bus. saw chelsea and lissa at yck. then mommy came to fetch me and i found my green pen!
YAY! :D

7:37 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

ohmygod. my com was like frozen for so long and i didnt realise. so irritating i tell you!
i hate art. and mrs zailee.
and english and art paper.
and stylising and the green pen i lost today.
I HATE THURSDAYS AND FRIDAYS.
GAH!
today we had the chacha thing for PE. it was fun luh.
i partnered ama. so i am the guy cause i am obviously taller. :D
damn weird luh/ then was english.
boring boring.
then recess! i love recess.
recess rocks.
okay yeah anyway. then i dont rmb whate happened.
then was home econs!
wasnt paying attention. HAHA. nadia and me were like pulling everyone's apron strings.
and i was doing this funny stretching exercise on a step.
:D
then had pt! ama and nadia and lizzi waited for me to finish then we went to macs. then ama and nadia left first.
cause i didnt wanna go yet. haha
then i came home with lizzi!

lizzi is SO in love with me :D

10:22 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I HAD A BAD BAD DAY!
it was so embarrasing i tell you.
first, i RAN into the wrong class. then i ran out.
then, i was talking to jloong in lit when the relief teacher was behind me and when she told me to shh i looked arnd then i was like. "HUH. SHES NOT HERE WHAT! JLOOOONNG!"
then i turned to the right and saw her staring at me.
THEN, i did many many more embarrasing things.
EURGH. i only have good days when i finish my homework so im gonna finish it today. YAY! :D
if nadia EVER comes online to do maths, that is.

7:28 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

today was a GOOD DAY!
because i finished all my homework ytd so i wasnt grumpy in the morning.
:D
I AM SO GUAI RIGHT!
okay. so lit was kinda boring.
then science, EVEN WORSE.
who wants to know about smoking anyway?
recess wasnt that great either.
then chinese. EEK. THE MILLIPEDES HAVE RETURNED.
we had to do that mommy and daddy and child thing so then laoshi said we werent creative enough so then she made us play this dumb game that was a total waste of time :/
then it was CME. we watched like half of this weird movie in class then we went to watch in the library for the rest of the period. i also donno why. HAHA
the boys in the show so dumb.
they stole the metal from the railway track then the train was coming then they ran in front of the train. HURHUR.
okay yeah then we were supposed to go home alrdy BUT chingchong had maths. then i had sailing.
me and cleris were deciding whether or not to go cause i had to do that dumb english project.
but in the end we went la. it was kinda fun too.
then i reached home at like 8.30 and went online to do lit with SOTONG and FROOG.
HAHA. froog sleeps so early i tell you. she sleeps at like nine. HUR.
SO LAME!

11:41 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

GAH! IM HAVING HICCUPS!
THE SIXTH TIME TODAY!
what is wrong with me man.

8:55 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i cant stay on your life support, theres a shortage in the switch.
i cant stay on your morphin, cause its making me itch.
i said i tried to call the nurse again, but shes being a little bitch
i think ill get outta here
where i can run
just as fast as i can
to the middle of nowhere
to the middle of my frustrated fears

screw you and your whole screwy life.
i hate you like hell and im not gonna hide it.
go away luh.

6:37 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

{NAT's PARTAYE WAS SO FUN! :D

11:00 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

THANKYOU NATTY-OH FOR TYPING OUT LIT FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
FOREVER AND EVER!
:D

6:05 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

SPICE GARDEN WAS SO SO FUN!
on the way there lizzi and me were like playing tic-tac-toe -IT WAS A DRAW- and camwhoring with nadia.
with our phones cause i forgot to bring my camera. :/
SORRY!
then went to fort canning there.
near park mall, WHERE LIZZI SAYS THE PEOPLE BUY PARKING LOTS.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAHA.
we drank this funny drink. so not nice please.
mine was so powdery, and nadia's was so tea-ish.
NOT NICE!
then we went to look at plants. BOO-RING.
then we went to an AIRCON room and watched this guy cook.
and he was pounding the funny smelling thing, FOR AGES.
DAMN BORING. but we were talking la.
HAHA
supposed to finish at 4+ but we ended up leaving at 5 like that.
then in the bus we were playing the guess the number game and i got 2 demerit points ):
aaaaand talking about the primary school school bus.
HAHA
then nadia and lizzi and me went to macs to eat.
i ate McWings. AHAHAHAH. dont ask me why i spelled it like that
AS USUAL.

I LOVE YOU TWO!

10:04 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HAPPY RACHAEL HARMONY DAY!
hahahahhaha.
tmr is racial harmony day!
but last year everybody would make fun of me and cal it rachael harmony day.
so that means you must be in harmony with me tomorrow!
WAHAHAHAH
i cant believe i still remember.
AND NADIA JUST WISHED ME! HAHAHAHA.

OMGfwovvnsivubeuwvbei!
DID YOU WATCH SG IDOL? GAYLE GOT OUT! SO SAD RIGHT!
POOR GAYLE. SHES GOOD LA. WHY SHE GOT OUT! ):

10:59 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

call me crazy.
but im watching cinderella. the cartoon
:D
yes, i am retarded.
woohoo.

11:40 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

NADIA IS SO RANDOM.
SHE JUST SAID MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME CAUSE SHE WAS LISTENING TO A CHRISTMAS SONG!
HAHAHAH.
SO RETARDED I TELL YOU.
NADIA SAYS SHE IS THE FIRST PERSON TO WISH ME MERRY XMAS THIS YEAR!
i am laughing like a mad woman.

7:02 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i will try to find my place
in the diary of jane

cat class was fun today!
we were supposed to pair up with people we dont know well.
but me and peshu partnered each other anyway.
it was fun!
then after that we ate at the canteen.
and then we went for mass. they meishi and clare went to tell -ahem- that kimberly likes him. KIMMY SO POOR THING!
theyre like damn evil luh. im so not telling them anything.
i was like talking to phyllis throughout mass.
AND I REALISED HOW RIGHT AUDREY AND NAT AND ME WERE ABOUT *HER* BEING A LIAR.
i mean. what kind of person lies until like that?
like hello. you want attention then say lah.
you dont have to lie to get attention.
AND I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE ME. BUT HONEY, I DONT LIKE YOU TOO.
so the feelings mutual.
SO, you should just leave me alone and stop pretending.

1:47 PM

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I LOVE YOU CLERIS!
I LOVE YOU NATALIE!
I LOVE YOU AUDREY!
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!
I LOVE YOU SHERYL MY LOVABLE JUNIOR!
I LOVE YOU JAZREEL!
I LOVE YOU SARAH! COME BACK PLEASE.
I LOVE YOU NADIA MY NICE FRIEND!
I LOVE YOU LIZZI, MS. THOMAS EDISON!
THANK YOU JLOONG FOR BEING SUCH A NICE QUP.
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU.
i dont know what id do without you.
SCREW SMARTNESS. I WANNA BE STUPID AGAIN.
I MISS YOU JIAHUI.
I MISS YOU PHYLLIS.
I MISS YOU ANNECY.
I MISS YOU MING YI.
I MISS YOU AMANDA CHOONG AND YEE.
I MISS TEACHING CASSIE AND EUNICE MATHS.
I MISS YOU EVERYBODY.
I MISS YOU SIX ORCHID OH FIVE.
I MISS YOU RAM.

9:21 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

youre a stupid bitch and i hate you.
i hate you for treating me like shit.
i hate you for throwing me in the bin then digging me up again when you need me.
i hate you for saying you love me when you clearly dont.
i hate you for everything.
i hate you LIKE anything.
WHY WONT YOU GO AWAY.
i am not your spare type.

10:54 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

BOO!
i hate thursday.
WE HAVE PE AND HOME ECONS!
):
went to watch ama run after school today. with cherylle and nadia and andrea. we took cab. HAHA
when we got there ama was like so quiet. POOR GIRL! SHE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SCARED.
then after she ran alrdy we went to j8. with ama and lizzi also. but nadia didnt come. ):
and took neoprints! so fun. hahah.
then i had to rush home. cause mommy was angry.
WHEE!~

8:07 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

TODAY WAS FUN!
went to macs after school. with cherylle and lizzi.
we were like cam-whoring.
SO FUN!
then mommy wanted to pick me up from j8 to go see the house.
so i dragged them to j8. and we took neoprints!
its so pretty i tell you. im too lazy to go scan now, cause its like twelve?
so yeah. i went to the house while they went to coffee bean (NO FAIR!)
MY ROOM IS PAINTED SCARLET AND PURPLE FIRE!
okay so the scarlet is slightly more pinkish. but yeah. SCARLET AND PURPLE!
its so pretty. I LOVE IT.
then i went for tuition and stoned. HAHAH!

ILOVEYOUCHERYLLE&LIZZI!

11:11 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

OKAY I OFFICIALLY DECLARE MYSELF RETARDED AND NOT SLEEPY.
DAMN YOU, CAFFINE!

11:35 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

ASHLEY IS A LOVELY LITTLE GIRL WHO LOVES GREEN TEA. ME!
AND I LOVE ASHLEY TOO. YAY!

WOOHOO. SARAH THE SEXAAYE IS ONLINE!

11:32 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I AM GREEN TEA.
CHERYL IS MILO.
AMA/MOMMY IS MILO DINOSAUR (WHATEVER)
NADIA IS BANDUNG. I THINK.
LIZZI CANT MAKE UP HER MIND. SHE THINKS SHES THOMAS EDISON. BUT SHES RETARDED. SO YEAH.

SHIMIN IS MY FELLOW RETARD! I LOVE MY FELLOW RETARD.

11:30 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

sailing today!
i didnt have to rush home to get my stuff.
:D
but it was damn scary i tell you. SCARY SCARY.
but it was fun anyway.

fushzxyisufn! IDIDNTBRINGMYSCIENCETBHOME!
IMSOSCREWED!

9:22 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

AND I LOVE JAZREEL TOO.
AND NATALIE OF COURSE.

are you happy now?

12:29 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

if i were you
holding the world right in my hands
the first thing id do
is thank the stars for all i have
if i were you.

IM NOT YOU. LUCKY ME.
fuck off please.

10:23 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

BOO!
did i tell you how much i LOVE nadia and cheryl?
well i do. NADID SCANNED THE MATHS FOR ME!
SHE ROCKS. but i got confused with the questions
[THANKS ANYWAY NADIA! I LOVE YOU!]
and did all wrong so i got fed up then i asked cheryl to help me type out the questions.
AND SHE DID!
WITH DIAGRAMS!
shes so nice please.
i love cheryl.

and i love ama too. for being sucha good mommy and blahblahblah.
dont cry, mommy. see i wrote about you also.
IM SUCHA GOOD GIRL PLEASE.

12:50 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I LOVE NATALIE'S MAGGIE MEE!
I TELL YOU IT ROCKS.
SHE CAN OPEN A SHOP AND BE A COOK.
I WILL SOOO EAT THERE LIKE. EVERY WEEK!
im at her house now. and we are confusing people on msn. HAH!
funfunfun.

12:31 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

GOOD MORNINGGGGG!
i just woke up. been sleeping since 2pm.
i am sucha pig :D
anw. elearning sucks. did i say that already?
okay nevermind.
E-LEARNING SUCKSSSSSS!
they jumble up your questions. so you cant copy people.
HORRIBLE I SAY!
im so sorry andrea. sorry!
i feel like having coffee. just like i did just now.
I LOVE COFFEE!
without coffee i am a pathetic grumpy person.
which i am everyday school. so im really really sorry. ):
OKAAY! im going to eat dinner.

7:17 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i hate e-learning.
who was the stupid toot who came up with this idea?!
rarh.

11:25 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I FORGOT TO BRING ASHLEYS PRIDE TODAY!
so she is pride-less.
WAHAHAHAH :D

there was sailing today. but i didnt bring my stuff. because sweet little claremarie told me dont have. but nevermind! we went home to get our stuff.
sailing was fun lah. but it was so scary! the waves were like damn scary please! and cleris says there are jellyfish. SO SCARY! but i still like capsizing.

SAM DIDNT COME! so i was like on the train by myself when cleris got off at kallang to meet her daddy.
so horrible right!

YOURE SO SHYCO! :D

11:13 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

HELLO IDIOTS OF THE WORLD!
you screwed people.
TSKTSK!
:D

im kidding, honey.

5:10 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

THE CARNIVAL WAS SO FUN!
i met ashley and clare after tuition.
walked arnd awhile. then we went to the stage there and the guy called ashley up. then she went up and danced! and she won a cute little minniemouse.
then clare went to watch the archbishop's cup or smth.
then mrs bheem and the VP got dunked! damn funny la.
theeen. ashley and i went to the arcade thingy. then we played the racing thing. ashley got third. i got fourth D:
then we went to eat this chocolate covered marshmallows thing! damn yummy please. you take the marshmallows on a stick and put it in the fountain till its all covered. YAY!
then we just walked around and around.
and i saw sheryl!
the last time i saw her was like decades ago. she tapped on my shoulder then at first i was like. whos this girl? she looks familiar.
the suddenly i realised it was sheryl!
hahahah. i think i was like. staring at her for a few secs before i actually said hello.
ANYWAY! then we wanted to go on the ride. the one that turns arnd. but they dont let. so we walked away. then claudia and abigail got to go! AGAIN! so not fair please.
i didnt even get to go for the haunted circus.

then we left school. i went to the youth rally thing in church. ashley went home. and at the mrt there i was holding her minniemouse for her than i was waving at her cause she was going on the train then when she left selene told me that i was holding her minniemouse. I TOTALLY FORGOT!
the youth rally was fun. and it was freezing! supposed to end at 10. but it ended at like 11.
i was like talking to valerie almost the whole time.

FUNFUNFUN!

11:54 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

there are many things i cant do.
i cant give you everything.
i may not have anything.
dont pressurize me.
i will try to give you what you want.
but sometimes i just cant.
im sorry

11:30 PM

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